I split up with Vicky last night. She wanted more than I was prepared to give so we ended it before it got too messy.
Usually I have an idea why my relationships go wrong but in this case I'm totally bemused. We were getting on fine, seeing each other a couple of times a week, having lots of fun in and out of bed and giving each other lots of personal space when we needed it. Actually when I needed it thinking about it. 
Last night Vicky told me she didn't want that as it felt like I was using her and she wanted more comitment from me. I wasn't prepared to give that so she left. I had no idea she felt like that and her commitment speech came totally out of the blue. I'm not usually that bad at reading people but Vicky's moods and feelings have always been hard to judge.
I don't know if I'm pissed off, upset, happy or sad at Vicky going. Actually, thinking about it now I'm writing it down, I don't feel anything. Maybe a little sad that I won't be able to borrow movies from her and a little pissed off that the regular sex will stop but apart from that I'm fairly neutral about the whole thing. Maybe that tells me all I need to know about our failed relationship! 
Lucy
Listening to 'On A Story Tellers Night' by Magnum.
